Sunday, 18 September 2016

I wonder how I am known as in your heart?








I wonder how I am known as in your heart
I know that the answer to that is the two letter word ‘friend’*
When we are spending time together, I smile easily
But this heart that throbs suddenly doesn’t want to lie

Though I don’t want for (things) to continue like this
But it is better than not seeing you at all
Today I couldn’t laugh as I always do
My cheeks felt a little strange

Though I know that if I took just more step forward
This distance will become shorter
It is frustrating
I cannot look forward

Because if I took one more step forward
I cannot go back to where I was, so, today again
I will keep it all hidden in my heart
I am a coward

The time I spend walking with you is slanting away from reality
I cannot look at your face directly
Even then I’m trying my best

When asked if I was ok, there is nothing else to do except to say yes, right?
I’m sorry…I cannot say it properly
My tear glands are a bit strange
Always continuing like how it is now…forever

I’m not thinking that the distance between us now is enough
I’m looking only at you
In order to take one more step forward
I have to become much stronger first

Otherwise, it feels like I would break
I am a liar
The setting sun through the clouds
Is illuminating the hole in my heart with a brilliant orange colour

Even if there is no exit, these feeling are real
Though I know that if I took just more step forward
This distance will become shorter
It is frustrating
I cannot look forward

Because if I took one more step forward
I cannot go back to where I was, so, today again
I will keep it all hidden in my heart
I am a coward


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This is actually...a song, a japanese song...an anime OST to be precise. Love this song. Can relate to myself....sure enough a lot of you can relate to this song too.